rawrr

silent

2012-01-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

i shared my room with my 3 roommates. two of them aren't single. i still haven't get over Y yet. i don't know why that girl can't get out of my mind.

that moment when my roommate's phone ringing as his girlfriend calling just to wake him up.

why aren't my phone ringing. nobody is there to wake me up. i kept on sleeping.

check my phone. again, nothing. just notifications on fb and tweets.

my phone kept silent.

fin

D-day

2012-01-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

heyho guys,

happy 2012!

yesterday was my first paper and it was ethnic relations paper. it was not that difficult because we already got the hint but i still have my doubt. lol.

the story behind this paper was like this,

2th jan, i woke up at 11pm. washed, smoked, and off to watch football plus grabbed something to eat. went back at 4am. played some games and off to breakfast at 8am - 9am. again, games! studied a little at 12pm-1pm. shower and for the first day of exam, i will wear kemeja because it is the big hall with a lot of girls. got to look my best. hehe. off to DBP. my seat is 521 at zone B. waiting to enter the hall was the most seksa-est thing in the world. 1000 students waiting outside the hall with the weather. you can imagine it right. (time tue baru menyesal pakai kemeja) haha. anyway, i finished my paper in 45minutes and went out. i did smile when i went out but i dont know. lets just hope for the best. then i slept for 7 hours straight. :D

btw, i am still sane

next paper is on 5th jan. wish me luck guys!

fin

study week?

2011-12-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

yes, now is the study week for most local university in Malaysia and it is almost at the end. i got three more days until D-day but like all other male students (single that is) here is the thing i've done all this week or so called study week:

23rd dec - went home and play futsal from 1am-3am
24th dec - i stayed home the whole day being lazy c:
25th dec - lunch with separa and dinner with family at bumbu desa, KLCC. after dinner, my family separate into two to watch different movies. i watched SONGLAP (sucks!). later, yang asked me to 'teman' her to dinner. i don't know why i was so soft-hearted, i went there (murni SS). no need for the details because it is somewhere between happy and not happy.
26th dec - back to Gambang and the usual stuffs
27th dec - dota and movies + dramas
28th dec - still the same usual stuffs
29th dec - a comeback to rawrr and the usual stuffs again
30th dec - writing this post

as you can see, there is no 'study' above. i don't know what is going to happen in my final. wish me luck guys! and to all students out there,

GOODLUCK!!! see you guys next year! c:

fin

sorry

2011-12-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

to Y,

i know i told you i would close rawrr but i can't. this is my new girl. this is the only place for me to share everything.

i'm sorry

fin

memories

2011-12-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

the first thing i saw when i open 'rawrr' again was this small picture of me and Y a long time ago. the way she smiled and stand next to me so happily, i miss that.

btw, i miss one more thing from that picture. my badan. i am soooo fat right now. urgh! please give me that back. :(

fin

comeback

2011-12-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

hi rawrr-ers!

wow! a year since my last post. time flies. it is kinda lame to start blogging again but suddenly i found 'rawrr' and remember a lot of things i used to tell to you guys. but i don't think there will be people reading this. lol.

well, my last post was about "2011 wishlist".

Y (i lost her last year and it has been a year now. i still miss her but she'd said it million times "i'm not the one")
~~blackberry~~
proton ~~satria~~ wira (my dad's old car. better than nothing. lol)
money (stable right now)

it is nearing two-O-twelve, 2012 and this year, no wishlist. i'm trying to enjoy my life being awesome and what comes next is an adventure for me.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

fin

2011 wishlist

2011-01-02T06:53:00.000+08:00

it is the 2nd of january 2011 and i already have my wishlist for the 1st semester.
-Y
-blackberry
-proton satria
-shoes
-bags
-shirts
-jeans

well, to sum it up, my wishlist is equal to MONEY (except for Y = love)

fin

bye 2010, hello 2011

2011-01-02T06:49:00.000+08:00

hey guys,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
well, actually the end of 2010 are not as sweet as everybody think. for some people, the new year's eve is the night to be happy. but im celebrating a not so happy new year.

although the end of 2010 is sad, but i open the book for 2011 with a big hugs and kisses.
its not a story to told. sorry.

just take this guys,
GOODBYE 2010 & HELLO 2011

fin

to Y

2010-12-27T02:43:00.002+08:00

to Y

honestly, i seriously never bored of you and i will never said those word to you. i love you very much and i never did think twice whether or not you are the right one. i know im hard to handle but you always said that status is not important to you. please prove it because right now i really really feel that if im not in this state, i will definitely make you more than happy.

ily

fin

bored bored bored

2010-12-27T02:43:00.000+08:00

title post nie bkn sbb aku bosan. tp Y bosan dgn aku.
lately, kitorg selalu gaduh and Y selalu marah2. tp kalau dulu aku mcm diam je tp skrg aku selalu jgk lawan balik. tp end up salah aku.

25 december 2010
aku kuar dgn Y. awal2 lg dh gaduh sbb aku bangun lambat and dier tunggu aku cm bodo kt luar rumah. aku admit la mmg salah aku. then off to damansara sbb mlm tue (24 dec) dier ckp nk pg curve. tp sbb gaduh and merajuk dgn aku. dier ckp xnk plak. aku pown patah blk pg kl. off to pavi. dh la krismas. cari parking 30 mins. mkn2 then jalan2. then Y nmpk ex dier, N. then kitorg gaduh. and again its my fault.

26 december 2010
(MALAYSIA vs INDONESIA - BUKIT JALIL)
smlm aku tanya, "nk ikut x?" tp Y ckp xnk. then mlm tue dier ckp dier nk pg plak. ticket almost sold out and her father suruh aku amek dier kalau nk pg. aku xde kereta. (miskin) in the end, Y x ikut. tp nasib baik jgk Y x ikut sbb stadium penuh gler. bahaya.

mlm after match tue, Y text aku. dier ckp dier bosan dgn aku. aku taw aku nie jarang gler jumpa dier. tp jumpa SEPARA bleh plak hari-hari. aku phm aper dier rasa. tp dh byk kali Y ckp bosan dgn aku. it breaks my heart everytime she said word. i tried my best in this relationship but she still said that word.

fin

cancel

2010-12-23T14:22:00.001+08:00

previous post said i 'maybe' going out with Y today.
well, this just in. it just been cancelled.

hope to meet her on 25th.

fin

Y is yeahh!!

2010-12-23T04:48:00.000+08:00

"i dh kt airport nie. br check in."

i was like, YEAAHHH!!! she's coming home.

then,

"b, flight i delay kowt. 10.25pm baru boarding"

tp xpe. delay for 30 mins je but she is still coming home.

imisshersomuch

i'm going out with her tomorrow. . . maybe

fin

pool night out

2010-12-23T04:42:00.000+08:00

hey readers, (like anyone would read this -.-)

today is no difference than the other days. i slept late, woke up at 5pm. itu pown sbb handphone bunyi sbb kakak suruh amek. off to shower and straight to damansara. thanks DUKE that help me reached damansara in 15 mins and 2 btg dunhill. :)

well, balik rumah, makan and internet. then mama ajak pg tgk tv. she was thinking of buying a new one. after that off to wangsa maju for a censored reason. haha. :D

usher called and said that nas, hafiz, uzair and syakib was fishing at kemensah and thinking of going there to see them. but i couldnt follow. since i was bored after that, i called acap and setel kn perhitungan pool because we were tied 6-6 at the last game. but i LOSE!!! pfft. then wan dtg and we play like 3 hours (RM35.30) nice!! haha.

p/s:kena mandi bunga la kalah pool je nie. can anyone teach me how to mandi bunga :)

fin

chuck bass

2010-12-22T05:38:00.000+08:00

if you guys watch GG, chuck bass is known for his smooth talk with the ladies

but guys, seriously, to whom in a relationship,

make this man your idol

because even though he has that strong ego and playboy mindset,

but his a loyal bf when he with blair waldorf.

i'm serious. try chuck bass in your relationship.

fin

end of waiting

2010-12-22T05:30:00.000+08:00

its been 6 weeks and 2 days since the last post. baru lepas kira. haha. i never told you about the end of my exam, the start of semester break, and blah blah blah..

well, post nie just nk bgtaw bahawa my long long wait finally ends. aku lupa nk bgtaw.

in the fall of 2010. (starting how i met your mother)
Y pg sarawak on 11th dec to visit her mother and families there. dier ader jgk ajak ikut. tp time tue SEPARA plan nk pg pangkor which end up - CANCEL!! anyway, semenjak Y pergi serawak, kitorg selalu jgk gaduh. more than before. sampai mintak break. haih. -.-'

tapi takpe. today (22nd dec) Y balik! mula2 Y suruh aku fetch dier kt airport tp sbb flight dier malam, so her dad gonna fetch her.
damn i miss her so much.

sory la korg terpaksa dgr cter lame gler nie. xde kait dgn korg pown tp just nk share fact nie
"remember your love one because when that person is far from you, that is when you realize that he/she is so fucking important in your life"

ily Y

fin

starting

2010-11-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

well, today is the beginning of the 'week'! the exam week. just finished my first paper bmm2533 (fluid mechanics). seriously my head is fill with so many fluids right now. need to sleep after this.

thanks to mr basirul for not helping me at all at the test venue. f you!
let me tell you the exact story.

i woke up at 7.45am. my paper is at 9am. so, my friends and i went to the cafe first to b'fast cause the paper was like 3 hours. takut lapar. tp i ate like its not b'fast. it was more like a brunch. haha. nervous doe. then blk bilik jp. buang2 aper yg patut. hehe. smoke jp. biasalah, pagi kn. then off to WDK35.

i love exam week for only one reason. sbb sejuk hati tgk girls semua pakai baju kurung. kan bagus cmtue. haih. :D

then i lpk dpn WDK35 and wait for the doors to open. sumpah cuak gler. from outside i see my table. number 20. the 2nd last table at the back. haha. nice! kiri kanan plak housemate. sumpah terbaek! haha.

masuk je dlm, bilik tue sejuk gler. x bwk sweater lgsg. baju xnk nipis plak. tahan jela. -.-' then ader mslh sket dgn seat number. started the exam like 9.15am. bc soalan 1 & 2, terus rs nk blk. sumpah blurr! wtf?! laen gler dgn hint. x bleh nk jwb lgsg. heh. dh start pandang kiri kanan. haha. tp i still try my best. kuar facts sndr. HAZIQ's LAW!! :D

at 10 something dh start ngantok sbb x tdo smlm. basuh muka jp. then jumpa mr basirul kt toilet. i tny dier, aper msk regime sbb dier ader ckp td dlm WDK35 tp since i duduk blkg + suara dier xnk macho plak = xdgr.
i:cikgu2, aper mksd regime td? x dgr la.
mr basirul:eh, pk la sndr.

WTF???!!!!

fin

mama

2010-11-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

this is my mum with kakak

hepy bday mama

2010-11-01T00:36:00.000+08:00

today is mama's bday. i miss her so much. dh lamer x blk rumah. kakak pown selalu tny, "ajib x blk ke ngah?" sedih nya dgr mama selalu tny. nie yg mls study jauh2 nie. well, this is life. manusia bila dh jauh baru la nk ingt. haih.

mama dh 49 tahun dh. tp mama nmpk muda lg. hehe. i love her so much tp x bleh nk ckp dpn mama. lelaki kn. biasa la. ego je. heh. tp kalau dh ckp tue, mmg sebak gler. mmg terus rs nk nanges je. haha. dh mcm pondan plak. haih. well, x bleh nk describe by words how wonderful my mum is. i just love her so much. i wish mama panjang umur and sihat je.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!

love

- haziq -

fin

okay. fine

2010-09-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

okay, this is a true story. a friendship story. dh lamer x update blog, pastue ttbe je nk story. anyway, this story is about two guys who had known each other since school. then one of them got into a relationship. ssh la plak nk cter dlm english. al-maklum la, MUET band 3 je. haha. dorg ok je. itu pown time jumpa la. tp time dua2 kt U, masing2 cm x tegur + contact. yg single nie asyik ckp yg dh couple nie berubah la aper shit. tp yg couple nie xde pown rasa dier dh berubah. tp dier diam je. kdg2 si couple nie rasa jgk dier berubah. tp xkn sampai xnk tegur kn? nth pape. kesah nie still ongoing. xde ending lg. so, aku pown xtaw aper ending dier. cm drama melayu la mesti ader "bersambung..." haha :D ok la. busy nk exam plak nie. klu free + ader cter2 best aku update la lg k.

p/s:mls nk bwat paragraph. haha. pandai2 la korg bc. (bajet ramai org nk bc blog nie =.=')

chow!

fin

thx folks

2010-09-21T15:29:00.000+08:00

x taw la ptt ckp 'folks' kt title tue sbb mcm 5 org je cast votes. nvm, thx anyways. since you guys vote not to terminate rawrr, then your wish is my command. haha. nk poyo2 plak. bajet blog hanis zalikha. haha.

btw, lamer gler x update blog nie sbb i am quite busy with my life. naek turun naek turun naek. haih. but thats life. nk wish raya pown x sempat hari tue. xpela, skrg still syawal kowt. so, i wanna wish you guys a

selamat hari raya

aidilfitri

[musicachenta]

have a blast this syawal guys.

fin

2010-09-09T01:01:00.002+08:00

10 days left to vote

eager - sad - happy - love

2010-09-08T06:37:00.000+08:00

it was a sunny day. at 10am i left the house to fetch her. traffics were like @#$%! which usually takes me about 40 mins change to 75 mins. i arrived at her’s and wait at the usual spot. wait. wait. wait. then there she was sitting next to me. god, imissher.

the road to pavilion was not a nice one. it was before we reached the parking. suddenly, we fought. =( it was ugly. out of no where and for the first time i shout and yelled at her. i hate myself. i try to comfort her but she wont let me. she was so sad since its the first time i got this angry at her. i try to sort things out but she asked me to send her home. guilt force me to send her home. we got out and off to the freeway. traffics were so like ARGH!!!.

then she said slowly without looking at me, “nk cr brg pg la dl”

even though her heart torn apart, she still cares for me. then we off to damansara. i try to comfort her all the way. then she’s ok again only after she slap me twice, bite me countless times and cubit. -.-’ trust me, its worth it. :)

after that, the whole day turns a very nice day. it was so hard to send her home last night. imisshersomuch. she cries and give me a big big hug. then she kissed me.

thanks polar bear sitting on a building. ;p

iloveyousomuchyangemirra-ain

fin

2010-09-08T06:14:00.002+08:00

11 days left to vote

2010-09-07T03:47:00.001+08:00

12 days left to vote

baruitunew

2010-09-06T06:23:00.000+08:00

try bc title klu hebat. :)

well, musicachenta.blogspot proudly present to you guys the new look of rawrrr!
saje je bosan2 edit sket. x sangka plak jd cmnie.
style x? :)
only the look is diff but the content will stay the same.
thx to all the followers.
plus, im still waiting for the votes for terminator.
the dateline for this votes is on 19th September 2010 at midnight.
domo-arigato guys!!

fin

status

2010-09-06T06:17:00.000+08:00

in the midst of terminating this blog, i still wanna share something. sbnr nyer bosan xde keje lps sahur. so update blog la. hehe.

pernah tgk cerita 'semerah cinta stiletto' or 'she's out of my league'? both movies cerita psl perbezaan antara se lelaki dgn si wanita. mcm cerita SCS nie, dier tunjuk perbezaan antara kekayaan dan kemiskinan dlm relationship. dlm SOOML plak, dier tunjuk perbezaan paras rupa. tp dlm hidup dier, its both.

kisah bermula.
dier nie seorg lelaki. hidup sederhana. tp taste dier mmg tinggi. skrg, dier dh couple. perempuan tue mmg perfect pada mata dier. P (perempuan tue) mmg cantik dan hidup dgn cukup segalanya. pada mula nya dier x pernah kesah. tp skrg, dier selalu compare kn status dier dgn P. P x suka. P dan dier selalu gado disebabkan pemikiran dier yg sgt kolot tue. pernah beberapa kali P dan dier nyaris break sbb isu status nie. haih. tp dier sgt syg kn P. dier berubah utk P. walaupun kdg2 P terlepas ckp mcm satu insiden nie. dier pg mencari brg utk raya. dier suka sgt kt satu belt nie. harga nya rm140. bg dier tue harga yg sgt mahal utk dier. mlm itu, P ingin membelikn belt utk abg nya sbg bday prsnt. pastue P tny dier berapa harga belt kt ****. dier memberitahu price range dlm kekecewaan. dgn mudah P berkata "murah nya". dada dier sgt sakit ketika itu tp dier menyimpan nya kerana dier xnk gado dgn P lg. kerana terlalu sakit, dier ckp nk pg toilet sbb nk buang air. tp sbnr nya dier terlalu sdh dan sakit mendengar ayat P itu. dier smbung berbual dgn P slps itu dgn menyorokkan perasaan dier itu.

(cerita hang) - mls nk sambung ;)

kesimpulannya.
sbnr nya dier taw dier x ptt pk cmtue. itu semua rezeki msg2. mcm dlm SOOML, "eventhough you are a 5 or a 6, you will always be a 10 in her heart". betol tue sbb klu kte teruk, dier mungkin dh blah dh. the most important thing is that she love you with all her heart.

true story

fin

terminator

2010-09-05T11:00:00.002+08:00

this may be my last post.
musicachenta.blogspot.com will be terminated after this.
i feel like there's no need for this blog anymore.
but it is up to you guys (bajet ramai peminat) haha.
i just feel that this blog is to boring and plain.
if you still want me to continue with this blog, leave a comment.
taip YA utk sambung atau TAK utk x sambung.

fin/sekian

there she was

2010-08-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

i was all upset and thinking of all the problems i have in my life. but then, she calls. when im upset about something, my voice would change all gloomy and i would not be fun at all. at first she was bored when i was talking just like "huh", "okay", "hmm". it was starting to be a fight again between us but then i decided to just let it out. i told her every problems i have. she understands me very well. she knows me very well. in fact she knows me better than i know myself. haha. she comfort me so well. i feel a little bit fine.

i was jealous of her life. but i understand. she deserve it.

congrats darl!

thx!

fin

to yang

2010-08-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

yes, i already knew about the secret. i know who is it. dont worry, im not mad at you nor him. just forget about it. i know you were angry at that time that you have to tell me that.

btw, you dont need to tell him or cntct him about this because he's the one that confess to me.

im sorry.

iloveyou

love,

haziq

fin

sigh

2010-08-24T19:55:00.002+08:00

yesterday, another thing happen.

last night, as always, i was online. then huda husin (kwn aku lamer gler x jmpe + cntct) suddenly wrote on my wall. wishing me my bday. then she ask me, "betol ke org ckp ko dh sombong?" the question itself was weird. knp semua org nk ckp aku smbg nie? after so many times i ask 'why?'. then she told me a friend of her and me told her that.

dlm otak aku kuar namer sorg je. and that was my old friend from keramat. we were friend from 1st grade until i got an offer to mrsm. i got to admit, YES! i have been a little bit sombong dgn kwn2 lamer aku kt keramat. it wasnt on purpose you know. do you guys know how it feels when korg dh lamer gler x lpk dgn mmbr lamer and ssh nk update cter. well, that's how i felt. i didnt hangout with them for so long. i even feel like hiding when see them at masjid bler smyg jumaat. kdg2 aku gentle jln je. tp aku mmpu senyum je. SEGAN GILA KOWT!! :(

sory la aku jd cmtue. tp klu one of you guys were to add me on fb and started to talk to me. i would be fine. ini korg siap kutuk aku blkg2 lg. mls la aku nk tegur korg dh. nnt klu aku pg tegur pown mesti korg ckp "hah, nk aper nie? dh lamer x lpk ttbe plak nk tegur2 nie." haih. im not ready yet guys. sory

then, another unexpecting news.

after i heard that news, i got a text. rmmbr my last post about someone saying stuff to my gf. well its him. its one of my besties! terkejut den. tp aku serabut sgt smlm. so i rep a couple of txts and termenung jp. after 3 cigarettes, i call him. he was so sorry. since it was him, which aku x suspect lgsg, i forgive him. aku pown slh sbb batu api dgn dier kt fb aritue. i understand he was fighting with his gf. then aku batu api lg. he should be angry. im sorry again and im not mad at you. dont worry dude.

well, im pretty much mess up with so many problems this week. hm. im sorry if i have change and make you guys uneasy with me. klu aku slh ckp ke. SORRY! :(

fin

mistakes and news

2010-08-22T14:39:00.002+08:00

hey guys! how long has it been. well maybe about 2 months and 20 days i haven't updated my blog. im really busy lately + lots of problems. for some other reason i didnt updated my blog is because ive been quite satisfy with my life. so, you know that when i update my blog means im having problems.

argh!!!! i hate problems.

today is my bday. i woke up early today (xde la awal sgt 1.30pm tue) -.-' normally there will be miscalls and msg from her. but today i woke up checking my phone with only 1 msg. from my mom to be exact. (wishing me happy bday). then, i call her. she's on her way to ikea. i txt her (sbb dier jenis yg x suka call bler family dier ader dgn dier).

me : you mrh i lg?

her : entah

me : you pg ikea dgn saper?

her : yin ee and gf

we kept txting but we keep going kpd jalan pergaduhan. then i stop sbb dier ckp "boring". mls la nk gado2 lg. then, 1 msg comes.

"fyi, ramai org mengadu kt i sbb x puas hati dgn you. you get what i mean?"

and its from her.

my heart just blew up. sakit sgt.

mls la nk ckp bi lg. kpd saper2 yg x puas hati dgn aku or wtv, ckp la dgn aku. knp mesti ckp kt dier (her)??! its my bday but the worst day of my life probably. hm

;'(

thx a lot for everyone who wishes me.

fin

its me

2010-06-02T18:33:00.002+08:00

why human are born with jealousy? its so hard to control it. i manage to contrl it for 1-2 weeks, than it happen again. fck!! :(

i know you dont like me being like this. even i hate it. with me asking so many question. i know its annoying. hm.

please help me.
friends of her, please dont make me jealous. i know you guys are just friends. but stick with it. :(
to her ex, stop contact her please.
baby, do you still contact 'him'?

fin :'(

eye M why

2010-05-13T04:38:00.003+08:00

its been 2-3 weeks i started my hols.

but i had only met her twice.

damn i miss her so much.

its not that i dont want to see her but my financial status is like @#$%!.

i pity her because she is so bored staying home since i dont want her to work but i didnt know it would turn out this way.

im so sorry.

please, i need her.

we fight almost everyday.

i dont want all of this.

i want HER!

maybe things will turn out okay after this.

i HOPE so.

i love you so much yang emirra

fin :'(

the reunion

2010-05-13T04:21:00.002+08:00

well, most of the SEPARA dh abes exam and sudah pulang dari perantauan (betol ke eja nie?) haha. anyway, biar aku cter sket psl cuti nie.

seperti biasa, separa x bleh la nk hantar semua belajar kt negeri laen. mesti la kener ader yg stay kt kl kn. haha. usher and acap yg mmg ader kt kl hanya menanti kepulangan warga2 separa laen la kn. orang first yg blk, dzulhaziq wahid dr utm, johor. pulang dgn kegembiraan. sbb aper? tutttttttt..... hehe. next in line, (1 week after that la) haziq ayam plak dr ump, pahang. tp nie plg special. usher, acap n dzulhaziq yg amek. aku dh cter pown kt blog sblm nie. thx sgt2! mmg smua jeles je. haha. kitorg 4 org nie mmg lepak bersama je la. so, kitorg pown dinaek kn pgkt menjadi 'ABG2 SEPARA' iaitu antara pgkt tertinggi separa gk la. haha.

tp dlm pada semua nk pulang ke kl, ader plak yg pergi dr kl. mudz fly 1 week after aku blk. sumpah sedih. tp aku x taw la plak kt budak2 laen. kitorg semua pg hantar dier kt klia. mmg bising gler kitorg kt klia aritue. nsb baek x kener halau. haha. bon voyage mudz!

1 week later (sekarang la), bdk uitm plak abes. starting with syafiq panda, anwarul izuan, hayat fadzullah, n anuar idong. hafiz pown dh blk tyme tue. tp kitorg x dpt jumpa smua tyme dorg blk sbb msg2 bz + acap still ader class. tp hari nie, rabu bersamaan 12hb may, kitorg dpt gk kumpul semua. hehe. sumpah dh lamer x lepak ramai2. tp x dpt lepak lamer2. yela, smua pown dh ader hal msg2. yg tgl geng abg2 separa la tgk IP MAN 2. oh, panda diserap msk geng abg2 separa kowt. walaupun dier plg muda. haha.

kitorg still menunggu kepulangan mereka2 yg laen. nasrul zukri, n ezzad azman. cepatlah pulang! zaman bler belajar lg nie? haha

nie pic tyme kitorg hantar mudz.

gudluck mudz!

fin

nasi lemak ayam

2010-05-13T04:10:00.006+08:00

sedap kn tajuk? sedap lg nasi lemak ayam tue. for the past few days nie, aku mmg asyik makan tue je. mmg gemok la. klu mkn tyme lunch or breakfast xpe lg. nie aku mkn kul 2am. pastue blk terus tdo. mmg la 'sehat' kn. haha. naseb baek gf aku ske perut aku. hehe.

nie la nasi lemak ayam tue.

pastue kener plak teh o ais. perggghhh!

nie semua angkara BRJ. thx!

act, tue je aku nk cter kt post nie. saje nk update blog. tp xde topic. sambil2 tue aku iklan la sket nasi lemak brj nie. hehe. sedap tue! try la nnt. selamat beramal! hehe

fin

her

2010-05-05T06:37:00.002+08:00

can i see you smile like that again

please forgive me

i love you more than anything

fin

thx guys

2010-05-05T06:29:00.003+08:00

finally it ends. the horror was killing me. time to hit back but there is one problem, 'HOW?'

then there was it. trip sehari abang2 separa ke kuantan without any planning.

for what? juz to pick up haziq rashid from gambang. the hell-est place in universe.

anyway, thx guys - asraf pauzi, ashraf amran, dzulhaziq wahid

genting sempah stop to pee

fin

2010-04-17T02:31:00.001+08:00

i'll wait for the moment you will jump upon seeing my face

that is when the whole world will see my happiness

love you

yeama

you should look at my condition right now

2010-04-17T02:19:00.002+08:00

i dont know whats going on right now. i miss her too much. but the distance keeps increasing.

sory if i hurt you so much

sory if i broke the promise

sory if i make you cry so many times

i know i said sory so many times yet i kept repeating the same mistakes.

you should imagine the look on my face right now. my sad eyes, sorrow face. i look very stupid right now. its better you dont imagine it.

i love you

please wait for me

:'(

fin

week of hell

2010-03-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

guess how many test i take this week only.

monday (15 march 2010) - 8.00pm

english test which i was supposed to take last friday. haha. stupid truant.

tuesday (16 march 2010) - 2.00pm

engineering drawing test 2. freaking hell that lecturer. she rejected my assignment because i submit it late and i didnt have an excuse for that. thx miss mas ayu!

tuesday (16 march 2010) - 8.00pm

retest engineering mathematics. thx imran! ;)

wednesday (17 march 2010) - 9.00pm

dynamics test 2. thx safuan! first tyme i answered that many question in my life. haha

fin

selamat hari jadi adham

2010-03-18T00:35:00.003+08:00

14 march 10 (9.30pm)

am ajak aku pg tgk bola. aku pnjm keter bob and then we off to gambang foodcourt (safuan pown ader ader. sory safuan. hehe) anyway, we watched the game till 11.30pm. then kitorg blk. smpai je umah, syamim tgh tdo, nash tgh on9, jony still missing in action. WTH?!! dh kul 12.15pm but still nothing. then am kuar.

15 march 10 (3.00am)

kitorg tgu am cm org giler. aku br nk tdo. syamim br bgn. jony br blk dgn im. then aku pown start motor and cr am dkt umah mmbr2 dier. tp x jmpe. otw aku nk blk tue, aku nmpk dier br blk (rupe2 nyer am kuar pg clbrate bday dier kt luar dgn classmate dier) anyway, lps aku nmpk dier, aku pown pecut "full throttle" blk umah. then aku ckp am nk blk dh. dorg kelam kabut pg amek 'barang'. hehe.

aku dgn nash cover line. tgu am tukar baju. then syamim and jony plak masuk. kitorg smua rapat2 dgn dier.then angkt dier bwk pg kuar. TA-DA!! bermula la. keja mengeja. 1st shot oleh nash. headshot! haha. (tp msk mulut aku) thx nash. then cmner nth, bleh terlepas plak am. dier dpt lari. menyorok kt umah mmbr dier.

tp dgn kebijaksanaan kitorg, kitorg jmpe am. tp dier lock pintu dpn + blkg. siot gler! tp kitorg tgu jgk. lps tue aku pujuk dier blk. BERJAYA! hehe. tp br je dier nk ikut aku. syamim plak kejar dier. lari2, then am menyorok dlm toilet umah saper nth. almost 2 hours kitorg tgu dier, then akhirnya dier give up.

15 march 10 (5.00am)

this is when the real party start. 30 biji telur abes. bukan kt am je. smua pown kener. 3 peket tepung. terbaek! smua abes jd putih + busuk gler. haha. tp the loser, yes, i have to admit. im the loser. tyme aku tgh mndi, nash bg last shot. lauk basi 2 hari lepas and it is belacan. sumpah nk muntah. i hate belacan weh!! tolong la. 3 kali aku mndi. thx guys!

anyway, hepy 20th bday adham hassan!!

(sory, the pic is not uploaded yet)

fin

empty

2010-03-13T23:41:00.002+08:00

empty is my brain.

true story.

the truth is, final is in one month and i dont know anything. anything means ANYTHING! they are so many warning letters but my mom act like nothg. maybe she misses me too much. hehe.

anyway, im gonna try my hard for this final. wish me luck!

chow a.k.a fin
:)

she pissed

2010-03-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

i was supposed to be at kl right now. last night we plan to hangout at kl. after we agree (thru phone calls), i played futsal. guess what. we played till 4am. i slept at 6am which i ask her to wake me up at 8am to catch my bus. i woke up at 11am. '69 missed calls' pergh! sumpah dier bengang. and '10 messages' she was so upset that she changed her mind about hanging out with me at kl. she was so dissapointed as i am.

that day i didnt contact her at all cause she said no to contact her for a while cause she still piss out bout the whole thing. i really miss her. i didnt see her in a month and i have to wait another 2 months to see her. f**k!! that night i call her and said sorry. we're okay now.

true story.

i = me
she/her = yang

fin

title??

2010-03-13T23:15:00.003+08:00

its been ages since i updated my blog. sumpah mls gler nk update. haha. nie serba sket bnde yg terjadi dlm hidup aku.

i-aku tgk 'how i met your mother'
in 1 week je aku dh abes kn 5 season. lol. effect = x pg klas 1 week. LOL

ii-aku x maen utk MASUM
ini agk sedh jgk la. aritue coach invite aku srh maen friendly. aku pown pg la. tyme friendly tue, manager dtg. dier tny aku "apsl x dtg training tyme cuti aritue?" aku pown kencing la "ader family probs" padahal dlm hati aku, "dh cuti, mmg la aku mls nk dtg" haha. then manager tue ckp "sy pown ader family jgk, ader prob jgk, bleh je dtg..bla..bla" then tyme dh abes friendly, dier ckp lg bnde samer. sumpah bengang doe aku. mmg pastue aku x dtg dh training. pg mampos la nk ckp aku x bg comitment la, aper la.
BTW, for your info, team MASUM x prnh mng lg smpai skrg. haha. serves you damn right!!

iii-aku maen FKM
eventhough aku x dpt maen MASUM, tp aku dpt maen faculty aku. ow, FKM = faculty mechanical engineering.

iv-aku x blk umah dh 1 month lbh
my mom always call me "dh luper jln blk ke?" haha. tp tyme kt umah "x reti duk umah ke?" hehe. that is a mother. she misses you so much. (tp bg la duet klu nk srh blk pown) LOL

fin

new year

2010-01-04T23:24:00.003+08:00

i know its kinda late too write about this but i really dont hv the time to update this damn blog. but this blog goes to everyone yg bising sgt srh i update blog.

at bus stop. (31st december 2009)

me and am arrive at the bus stop at 6.30pm but the bus suppose to be there around 7pm. mls plak nk speaking. kitorg pown lpk la tgu bus cm org bodo dlm 1 hour, br la bus tue dtg at 7.30pm. kitorg naek bus, seats plak kener curi. terpaksa ddk separately wit am.

aku smpai pekeliling at 10.30pm or something. dh x lrt dh sbnr nyer nk pg clbrate new year, tp pg jgk la coz mmbr2 dh tgu. call wan, pick up aku n we off to nz. kt saner smua dh ader. then pg anta keter + tgu mirul + mcm2, last2 kitorg tgk fireworks kt umah wan jgk. lol

tyme fireworks tue la start cam whore. tp 1st pic dh smart dh. of coz la pic aku. lol. tgk kt fb ek. thx! hehe.

after fireworks, we off to putrajaya. 3 keter. unser the usual car, honda civic n kancil no plat br. lol. kitorg ikut MEX. cpt sket smpai. for the record of 2010, aku la org pertama yg belanja separa. (duet tol) lol. tyme drve tue smpah best. kancil race dgn honda + silang unser. ksian usher. bler dh exit putrajaya, usher bleh slh jln plak. so kitorg terpaksa pusing ikut jln jauh gler. smua mmg tnsyn la. seriously usher, klu kitorg x lapa tyme tue, mmg fun doe. kitorg lapa je. sory coz mrh2 ko.

anyway, it was fun though. although x smua separa ader tyme tue, tp 9 org pown ckup la nk bwat GEE. lol

fin

klcc - curve - sunway

2009-12-20T04:44:00.003+08:00

klcc
kul 11am, nuar call aku. dier ckp lg stgh jam dier amek aku. tp aku bwat bodo je. aku trus tdo lg smpai kul 11.30am. ;p then, aku bgn + mndi, nuar smpai umah aku. aku masuk je kete ;-

aku:nuar, ko bgtaw yang ko amek aku ke?
nuar:aah!
aku:bodo la ko nie. aku nk bwat surprise kt dier.
nuar:laa, maner aku taw.

dh smpai klcc, nuar txt yang. lying to her saying that im not coming. (ttbe speaking. lol) dier rep "ow, xpela..hm..aku tgu ko kt dpn cold storage" tyme tue aku dh gelak2 dgn nuar. (sory) then aku srh nuar pg jmpe dier dl n aku surprise kn dier nnt. after a while, nuar bwk yang pg starbucks. (nuar mmg ske tmpt mkn) aku pown dtg dr blkg, n cubit pipi dier. dier t'kejut gler. tp that wasnt the response i was waiting for. i wanna hug. :(
so, lpk2 jp. then nuar nk jmpe tyra kt IKEA.

curve
kitorg park keter kt ikea. jmpe tyra jp. tp nuar heartbroken gler. ksian dier. then cross road nk pg curve. tyme nk lintas tue, ttbe ader badut. yang nie tkt dgn org pkai costume. so dier lari mcm org kener keja hantu. sumpah cute tyme tue. LOL!! dkt curve, nuar + yang asyik lapa je. so, yang decide nk mkn kt kenny's. lps mkn, yang ttbe nk maen ice skating. so, we off to sunway after aku dgn yang set kn nuar n tyra. (tp dorg still cmtue. haish!)

sunway
nk pg JAM. kt tmpt park JAM. nk cr park JAM lg. bodo la! tp naseb baek sy pintar. aku park kt maner2 ceruk nth. then msk entrance tp sesat nk cr ice skating ring. lol. guess what. kitorg x maen pown. tgk je org maen n jatuh2 n gelak2. tp sumpah klakar 2 org mamat nie maen. cm kayu. LOL!! tp tyme lpk tue, aku hug yang je. x lps pown. coz i knew its getting late n dier nk blk penang dh. i really miss her. but the best thing was she hug me so tight afterward. aku ske gler tyme tue. =s then kitorg dh bosan, ingt nk lpk shisha. tp x jmpe kedai. (yang have no sense of direction ;p) so kitorg blah n anta yang kt klang.

p/s:sbb JAM + nk cr parking cm haram, rs cm skjp je. KL plz la jgn JAM cmtue lg. ARGH!!
p/s:thx nuar for the ride n yang for me. =x

fin

emo futsal

2009-12-20T04:35:00.001+08:00

mcm biase, setiap ari jumaat mesti usher akan invite separa utk maen futsal dgn abg sedara dier. dier ckp ader friendly dgn bdk klang. tp atas sbb aper nth, bdk klang x dtg. so, kitorg maen je la cm biase. tp lps haziq blk utm, kitorg maen cm sampah. yg first skali emo, AKU lah. x psl2 maki2. LOL!! then aku try amek mood blk. tyme aku dh okey n kitorg jd king agk lamer, USHER plak emo ttbe.

aku:weyh usher, ko okey x?

tanpa MENOLEH pown, dier diam je. pergh! aku dgn acap mmg tnsyn je tgk dier mcm tue. ttbe acap ckp kt aku, "yam, ko dpt bola, ko sepak je. sampai dier mntk bola btol2 br ko pass". dgn rela hati pown aku + acap mulakan mogok. (sory usher)

then, dh x lrt. aku + hyt kuar awal. salin bju. hulur kt ezzad rm10. kitorg chow. lth kowt. (sory lg usher)

tue la 1st tyme kitorg maen futsal emo cmtue. mcm nk bertumbuk. tp xpe, smua lth kowt.
p/s:sory to smua coz aku maen cm taik

fin

sexy chick

2009-12-16T20:53:00.002+08:00

last week lepak, ader org tny "bler ko nk update blog doe?"
last nite lepak, member tny "bler ko nk update blog doe?"

sumpah mls doe nk taip2 nie.
well, nie aku update la atas sebab permintaan + aku tgh bosan thp babi.
title tue bkn aper pown. aku tgh dgr lagu 'sexy chick' tyme update nie.

ckup lah aku update tue. LOL

fin

poll

2009-11-25T21:44:00.002+08:00

as you can see, there's a poll on deciding whether i should continue with this blog or not. there have been numerous response that saying i should go on with the blog. but there are some who thinks it is boring. so, the choice is in your hand, malaysia. lol. vote now!! (poyo je)

for those who already voted, thank you

fin

stupid reason

2009-11-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

i was still in bed when my phone rang. '2./dzul calling..'

the phone conversation between me n dzulhaziq.

me :apsl?
dzul:babi je tdo lg
me :ngntok bodo
dzul:smlm pg maner?
me :teman hayat cr bj + kasut
dzul:futsal bler?
me :esk la..ko maen x?
dzul:xnk la
me :apsl? maen la..smua maen kowt..jazz pown maen
dzul:dier x maen la..smlm aku lpk dgn dier, dier ckp x maen
me :lg babi lpk x ajk
dzul:ah!! ko!! aku xnk maen la
me :apsl doe?
dzul:smua pkai t5..aku je pkai mercurial

bodo kn alasan?

fin

pedro season

2009-11-25T21:15:00.002+08:00

it started with anwarul izuan. then membiak to hafiz baharudin. then hayat fadzullah. who's next?? naseb baek aku tgh broke gler nie. first tyme dlm wallet aku ader rm1 je. haha..wtf?! abah, plz giv me money a.s.a.p.

oh yeah, but sory for wan n hafiz coz they accidentally bought the same shoes. haha

it was at andalus. but before we went to andalus, hafiz said that he was going to buy a new shoes at pedro. wan plak, br aritue tnjuk kt aku + hyt ksut pedro br dier. kitorg excited gler nk tgk kasut br hafiz (coz he never wear shoes except his basketball shoes).

smpai andalus je, aku trus tgk kaki hafiz.

"WTF?!! wan, kasut samer la sial!!" lol
(that's my reaction)
"fuck!! FUCK!! pulang blk doe kasut ko"
(this is miroul's reaction)
"wah, hafiz pkai kasut"
(this is acap's reaction) <--cm bodo kn reaksi dier? haha

why is everyone wearing pedro now? dont tell me it's separa official shoes plak

<--- this is the loafers hafiz n wan bought (caution separa!!) ;b

fin

"you jgn beli lg kasut tue taw"

2009-11-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

last nite she called me.

bla. bla. bla.

she:you dh beli ke kasut futsal yg you nk tue?
me :blom lg. y?
she:you jgn beli dl taw. tgu i blk nnt. i nk belikn utk you.

i was like, "yeay!!"
coz kakak borrowed my rm400 fr the shoes

thx syg. i luv you! muah! xoxo

fin

as requested

2009-11-17T21:02:00.003+08:00

dh lamer x update blog nie. lazy.
but as requested by usher n ezzad, aku update jgk la.
nk cter aper pown x taw.

well, today (17th nov)
aku nk pg anta tiket syamim kt pudu. aku plan nk pg dgn am je. then, hayat called. ajk lpk pavi. confirm nk jmpe girls. that's all hayat ever thinks of. well, aku amek am. amek hayat. n we off to pavi. kt saner aku jmpe mirul, wan, farain (hepy bday!!), alia, alyssa, sarah, n sorg lg tue x knal la. lpk tgi. then dh bsn, aku pn teman hyt pg zara jp. usha jaket + sluar fr prom. theme mcm bodo - circus. =.=' .

then hyt ajk teman jmpe 2 more girls. eyqa n sarah. nth saper nth?? aku pn x knal. tp aku tgk am mcm x selesa je coz he didnt dress well to met up with girls. so, aku pown ajk am blah. we off to pudu. jmpe syamim. mkn dunkin's. then anta dier smapi platform. pastue aku sakit perut plak. pg kfc. lega!!.

then aku anta am. x bleh blah dlm keter, am ckp, "bpk hot2 girls yg separa jmpe. naseb baek ko setia". haha. taw xpe. si gemok tue je yg x taw aku nie setia. lol. sory hayat coz x amek ko kt pavi. jln jam la.

p/s: dh 2 ari bdk2 lpk x ajk aku. mlm td dorg x ckp pown nk lpk brj. then tgh ari td pg jln semarak plak. thx kegkawan.
emo.

fin

the smell of exam's paper no more

2009-11-17T20:50:00.002+08:00

7th nov - malaysian studies
didnt stdy at all. good ayam. enter the wbk18 n start answering.
thx lee chee woo fr putting up the pressure.
the paper was supposed to be a 2 hours paper. but he went out after 45 mins.
i finished the essay like crap n went out 30 mins before the time's up.
pressure!!

9th nov - statics
four word. fuck stupid blurr diagram!!.
fullstop.

10th nov - engineering mathematics
i wish i didnt sleep that morning. if i stdy a little bit, i would have answered it.
T.T

12th nov - engineering materials
i went to the toilet. reached down my pocket. n read the notes.
i wrote the answer.
i was only thinking bout going back to kl.
go to hell question 4 n 5.

it was fun maybe.
i didnt target fr DL but LULUS dh la.
bye sem 1.

fin

tests

2009-10-22T00:40:00.005+08:00

lamer gler siot x update

nk bwat cmner, duk gambang mmg cmnie

sory phg

anyway

today is the most tiring day in my life

last nite(20th oct)

aku stdy smpai kul 3am

xde la stdy sgt pown coz cm lth + mls je

then ttdo

at 9am cmtue jony kejut aku

kner siapkn test 2 engine materials

jwpn x cm pnjg plak

aku x salin smpai abes pown

mls doe

then dlm kul 10.45am, aku siap salin

aku + jony mndi2 n siap2

gerak ke kampus pekan

(bnyi cm gmpak kn 'kampus pekan'? cm bodo ader la!)

anyway, kitorg suppose to submit beforw 12 noon

aku pn drve keter jony

tgh sdp2 speed, ttbe plak ader lori bwk trailer

cm bodo

dh la jln kg kecik

meter x naek lgsg doe

pressure gler

sabar

sabar lg

then dpt gk potong

pecut 140 km/h

smpai pekan kul 12.10 pm cmtue kowt

cpt2 anta test

nsb baek sempat

tue br 1 test

then lpk2 mkn + isap rokok + lpk surau

nk tgu kul 2 pny psl

coz ader klas fndamntal engineering plak

ader test jgk

kali nie okie sket la coz hall besar + sjk + soalan pn sng

hehe

aku jwb2 then blah

tp tyme dh kuar br aku ingt ader 1 soalan aku luper jwb

bodo tol la

from pekan, aku drve lg blk gambang

smpai gambang

lpk2 jp

then bdk2 dh bsg srh gerak blok W

wtf?!!

aku pown sambar sluar trek am

then trus grak pg blok W

nk taw ader aper?

ukjk

(Ujian Kecergasan, Jasmani dan Kesihatan)

btol ke? aku maen hentam je

haha

mmpos la

then dgr bnda2 bodo aper nth

then start la lari2

nk lulus kner smpai lvl 6

lvl 6 plak equals to 51 rounds

cm fck

ckp je lvl 6 aku stop

mls aku nk bwat byk2

x ske mencapap

hehe

blk tue

lpk lg

teman jony mkn roti canai

then mndi2

siap nk pg test lg

diz tyme test 2 utk statics plak

lg chantek!!

aku x stdy pape pown

aku msk je hall, dpt soalan

aku diam

1 hour 30 minutes aku duk pndg org je

test plg fck aku prnh amek

aku pulang kertas kosong je kowt

='(

pasnie aku nk pk psl ptptn aku plak

argh!!

tnsyn nyer

aku nk blk esok

yeay!!

hehe

fin

p/s:

thx to her for cmforting me after the fcking test

i luv you

cnt wait to see you

yang emirra ain

2009-10-11T20:05:00.002+08:00

well
i taw you dh taw i pny blog skrg
seriusly i was shaking when i read you my blog on the phone that day
act, kt cni la i express all my feelings and tell all the story bout my life
sbnr nye mls nk taip
tp there are request from people
hehe
i dont know how you r goin to react after reading my blog
hm
im really worried
=s

fin

p/s:
i luv you baby
-buncit-

sabtu ahad

2009-10-11T20:04:00.001+08:00

aku br blk smlm (sabtu) mlm
and mlm nie (ahad) aku dh nk blk gambang blk
cm fck!!

fin

kyros

2009-10-11T19:58:00.002+08:00

aku blk kl lg doe miggu nie
haha
ingt nk uruskn ptptn, tp mmg haram x bwat
today is ahad
br je uncle aku blk
nas call, "ayam, teman aku pg beli sluar jom"

then at 4pm cmtue, acap amek aku
off to nas's house
jam cm haram
smpai pavi, trus pg zara
tp xde saiz plak
pg pull and bear plak
erk, 'tarik' and bear..NAMPAK?
(sory acap)
haha
nas nmpk sluar nie and trus byr
cm sial

byr parking and off to pandan indah kowt
nas nk mkn kyros kebab
all the way aku + acap pksa nas srh belanja
tp x berjaya
tp okwy gk la coz aku byr rm5 je and acap byr rm6 je
nas byr rm11 kowt
haha
thx nas!!

fin

parking lot

2009-10-11T19:16:00.002+08:00

25th oct (friday)

remember when Y ask me out?
well, it's today

agk pagi jgk la nuar dtg umah aku
raye umah aku jp
mkn 1 pggn mee, then gerak pg klcc coz Y tersesat smpai saner
tp act dier x taw aku ader coz aku tpu dier ckp aku x dpt dtg
hehe
nuar pg jmpe dier + ida (Y's friend) while aku hiding
then slowly aku pg kt dorg
i havent saw her face for many months
dier nmpk je aku, trus hug
itulah saat plg romantik dier prnh bwat kt aku

coz of dier br je dpt lesen
dier tkt nk drve around kl
so, aku drve keter dier and nuar drve keter sndr
and then we off to tyra's
along the way, aku t'ingt sgt tyme dl2
she was so cute in her red bj kurung
tp aku kept cool

smpai umah tyra, nuar mkn lg
cm sial la
then dier amek kn aku spaghetti
byk gler
padahal aku dh ckp dh aku x berape ske
mkn2, then aku, nuar, tyra, n Y cabut (ponteng smyg jumaat) ;b
we off to pavi

smpai2 je...blurr
x taw nk bwat aper
she was so diff from before
she hold me tightly, never let go off my hands n smile + talk a lot too
tp aku still biase je coz im still waiting wat she wants to tell me
then tyra + Y decide nk pg redbox

dh msk dlm, aku + nuar je yg nyanyi
tgh2 nyanyi, tyra + Y kuar jp coz Y's skin jd merah coz dier x bleh kner pns kowt
truk gler (seriusly worried dat tyme)
tp tyme tue la aku bkk bag dier n amek hp dier
aku curious gler nk taw dier save namer N aper? n namer aku aper?
tp tetibe kantoi plak
mula aksi rampas merampas
then aku bengang, aku blah
bler aku pth blk, tyra was crying
dier ckp yang + ida dh gerak blk
(kner pkul + bodo dgn tyra)
br la aku berlari pg parking lot
nsb baek smpat
dier br je nk reverse
then i ask her to open the door but she only lowered down the window to pass me my shades
i beg her to open the door, then she went out
pujuk2 + nanges
then aku hug dier n said
"you still nk kt i lg?"
slowly she rep, "mestilah nk..klu x, i x dtg cni la!"

agk lamer gk la cter korea tue berlangsung
then risau coz parking dh byr
supposely we have to go out 15 mins after payment
nsb baek smpt jgk
then off to klang anta Y
then blk lmbt jgk la

that's how we got back together again
tp rmai je kritik
hm

fin

p/s:sory ida coz cm bodo je aritue

hell

2009-09-28T03:28:00.003+08:00

wake up around 2pm
then she called, "bus i rosak kt tapah!"
i started to worried
then comfort kn dier jp tp x berjaya
she still feeling dizzy n uncomfortable
sian dier

around 3pm, jiran aku plak dtg beraya
lyn je la
then mndi2 + online jp
mama bising, "pg la packing brg! nnt lmbt!"
finished packing at 8pm and off to pekeliling
tgu am + nash
then off to hell (gambang)

dlm bus aku txting je
then ttdo coz aku nie jenis yg x bleh mmbaca dlm kenderaan b'gerak (pening)
smpai perhentian gambang, she called mrh2 coz x rep msg dier
sory~
anyway, here i am
back to hell
bsn nyer~
dh la knci rumah + kunci locker + kunci moto + kunci lock laptop + charger smua t'tgl kt umah
cm bodo je
=.="
pls pos cpt sket yer mama
thx! luv you!

fin

im sorry

2009-09-27T15:39:00.002+08:00

this post is for all of the separa's members

sory la klu sbb aku bwk yang korg mrh gler
at first mmg aku xnk bwk
tp on the way nk pg umah mudz, acap ckp better bwk yang tyme cmnie
boleh nk rapat + baek2 sket dgn separa
aku pk btol gk ckp acap
tp aku x sgka plak jd cmnie

sory gk coz aku blah awal coz aku kener anta yang
aku taw korg mrh gler
drpd aku smpai kt umah mudz lg aku dh perasan smua yg duk kt besi tue cm usha laen mcm je
aku dh x taw nk ckp aper coz blkg aku, aku x taw korg ckp aper
aku tw korg marah nie pn from other people
sory sgt2 la guys

=(

kemalasan strikes!!!

2009-09-26T11:52:00.002+08:00

its been 3 days since i update my blog
mls gler nk taip menaip nie
plus i've been thnking bout a few things
serabut thp dewa
anyway, it's settle now tp still..aku MALAS nk menaip
haha
(ngade2 nk bwat blog lg ;p)

fin

her again

2009-09-23T04:31:00.002+08:00

mule2 Y call
doesnt talk much and then we hang up

then she txt plak
"you nk lpk kul brape?"
"dunno..knp je?"
"i nk borak dgn you"
"call je la skrg"
"x kcu ke?"
"x pown"

then she called
i x ingt sgt aper yg kitorg borak
tp she explained y we broke up
she said i kongkong dier
then y cant you just said so when we still together?
perlu ke trus break?
she said she wants to meet me this friday
nk ckp smthg
x taw lg nk dtg ke x
hm

if you doesnt want me anymore, plz let me move on

fin

p/s: sory coz ader Y lg hyt

nz to brj

2009-09-23T04:18:00.002+08:00

tgh sdp2 wicked sick, tetibe nuar call ajk lpk
aku pn srh dier setting smua
dier pg amek hayat and dorg pg usha andalus bkk ke x (coz tkt nz ttp)
then aku start engine and off to nz with nuar + hyt nk usha bkk or ttp
thx god bkk
so, aku called org2 pntg ajk lpk
tgh lpk2, tetibe plak acap bg idea nk maen ftsl on thursday
aku dh plan plak dgn cousins aku nk hangout
xkn nk cncel lg kesian plak syue coz she is flying dlm mase t'dkt
me n ain gonna really miss her
i'll think about it later la

anyway, after plan2 tue, usher ajk pg brj plak
coz wan + nas kt ctu
kitorg pn follow je la tp nuar x ikut coz mak dier srh blk (come on la..kite dh 19 kowt..haha)
usher + aku ikut jln laen and ezzad ikut jln laen
on the way, mmg lju cm haram je usher bwk
aku pn t'pkse je cucuk
smpai je brj aku tny usher, "apsl ko bwk lju babi?"
usher berkata, "aku nk lwn ezzad jln maner lg cpt"
mmg kitorg smpai dl, tp about 5 mins after that ezzad smpai
dier siap bleh isi myk lg
(bodo pny usher)

about 20 mins pastue wan + nas plak smpai
wan smpai je dh kner bhn
seronok doe..haha
(raisins!!)
before blk, tetibe plak dorg nk taw sgt psl keyword nas
(the 'T' word)
tp x bleh nk bg taw la guys
aku dh promise dgn nas
stdy hard!!
lol

fin

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

2009-09-22T03:54:00.002+08:00

aku ingt nk update blog psl rye nie after amek pic kt kazen aku
tp tkt lmbt plak
anyway
i want to wish separas, everyone who knew me and anyone who comes across my blog
a
SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI

fin

p/s: aku bwat open house 31 sept

add

2009-09-22T03:47:00.002+08:00

i havent open my ms + fb fr ages
(padahal br 2 hari je x bkk)
anyway
i online at 2 am or smthg, it showed new friend request
i clicked it
Y add me both at ms + fb
what do you want from me now?

i was just about to move on with my life
stop giving me fake hopes
how long do you intend to go on like this?

i cnt sleep tonite
thx kaisya fr listening

fin

sania

2009-09-19T03:31:00.002+08:00

tgh sesat2 kt ou td..
tetibe aku nmpk sorg minah nie..
guess wat?? it's sann..
lamer gler x jmpe dier..
aku pn agkt tgn, then acap srh tgur dier (because of specific reason)

aku:hye sann
sann:lamer siot x jmpe ko
aku:erm, kfc maner ek?
sann:ko tgur aku semata-mata nk tny tue? (muke tnsyn)
aku:a'ah
sann:aku pn x taw

pastue aku trus blah..haha
cm sial gk aku nie kn?
tp tyme tue dh nk bkk pose kowt..
kelam-kabut sket..
sory sann..i promise i make it out to you..

forget her!!

2009-09-19T03:21:00.002+08:00

well
its about Y again
hm

today her holiday starts
before the incident (refer to previous post)
i was suppose to pick her up, bkk pose together, tmn dier shopg and hv a great time
tp it doesnt matter anymore
i hv friends
at least mereka jujur!!
(thx SEPARAs)

i dunno y
i cnt sleep rite now (its 3.26am)
then i open Y's ms
status: im home | mood: warm
then N's ms
status: ??? | mood: yang emirra

i guess they've back together again
wish you guys hepy forever
fin

kesedihan

2009-09-19T03:14:00.002+08:00

arinie aku ingt dpt la cr bj aku..
aku redah jam, hujan, smua la..
smpai2 je kt cinileisure, bj tue xde pn..
sdh gler aku..
haziq yg suppose to teman and ckp, "aku xnk beli pape la arinie"
last2, dier bli 4 bju..
aku blk empty handed je..
xpe, insyaallah lps rye aku nk shopg lg..
(padahal mama dh bsg gler dh..haha)

p/s:sory about the blog title "exhausted tue lth gler babi"
because of internet prob, the post was cncel..

look into my eyes and say it

2009-09-16T06:53:00.002+08:00

i was listening to korean songs at you tube when i found this song that really interesting in terms of it's lyrics..
i send it to Y
should i?

what am i doing?
why am i still hoping for her?
hm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESfB-oYr0hw

futsal

2009-09-15T02:49:00.002+08:00

tgh sdp membuang kt toilet tetibe plak hp aku bunyi..
dh selesai, (tue pn x kuar abes) aku tgk hp aku '1 missed call'..
then phone rumah plak bunyi..

usher: ko apsl x angkt phone?
aku: aku dlm jamban la sial..
usher:lg 10 min aku smpai umah ko..

cm biase la..janji keling dier..
dh 20 min br la dier smpai..
aku siap2..then kami berangkat ke seksyen 2, wangsa maju..
mcm court tennis je..
dh la aku maen cm taik je..
(cm biase..jd lastmen.xde la lth sgt..hehe) ;)

lepas maen mmg haus cm sial..
kitorg pn gerak la nz..
order air x cm bangang plak..
sorg smpai 2+1 gelas..=x
then mkn char kuey teow lg..
hisap rokok kent cm ganja..haha
dl 2.30am, kitorg gerak..
letih gk la..dh lamer x maen futsal siowt..
perut pn memboncit je..
haha..
fin

kita ada apa2 ke?

2009-09-14T20:15:00.001+08:00

i txt Y saying sory if i act like childish..
then tibe2 she rep
"i nk tny, kita ada apa2 ke?"

i give up..
goodbye
fin

change

2009-09-14T06:03:00.004+08:00

knp nth aku dgn Y nie..
lately, sjk aku jmpe 'cmnt tue' kt ms Y..
aku rs cm fck je..
bler dier call plak mmg x taw nk ckp aper..
jd diam je..
bler txting plak lg la xde mood..
aku anta pny la pnjg, dier rep pndek je..
aku nk amek dier diz friday pn cm mls je tetibe..
aper aku buat nie?
hm
who's changing actually?
n
should we be back together?

baru balik kowt

2009-09-11T18:00:00.002+08:00

akhirnya...cuti yg ku tunggu2 sdh tiba..
gua mmg seronok je blk..
smlm x tdo doe..maen dota smpai 7am kowt..
mata mmg itam la..haha
then aku pcking2..mndi 1/2 an hour siowt..then aku gerak pg class..
mmg hensem la arinie..bj melayu bersama butang diamond doe..
haha..
[tp syg nye miss intan flirting wit nash..congratz nash =( ]
anyway, aku blk class..mandi lg..then trus gerak bus stop..
mmg org usha je..
dh la pkai sluar pndek..x pg smyg jumaat plak tue..
astagha..
(weyh, gua musaffir la doe!!)
hehe
gua msk2 bas je, mmg gg liow..trus tdo siowt..
aku x taw la drver bas tue pecut cmner.. tp from gambang till kl yg suppose to take about 2 and 1/2 hour..tp bus tue 2 hour dh smpai pekeliling siowt..
dh la jam cm fck..
tp tggu abg aku plak 45min..
aku yg mula2 rs cm nk berry trus x jd siowt..
blk2 plak, bleh plak trus mak aku sound, "hah! mari cni tlg mama bwat popiah"
sbg anak yg mithali..aku menuruti kehendak ibu ku..
haha..
pkul 6pm siap bwat, aku dh x thn gler..
haus + lapar doe!!!
argh!!!
so, aku just nk update blog nie je coz dh 2 weeks x update..
anyway, bler nk bukak pose nie?!!

=(

merdeka

2009-08-31T03:55:00.002+08:00

acap call aku..dier tny, "nk lpk x?"..aku ckp, "x kesah la..nk mndi jp"..then dier ltk..lamer gk la aku tgu dier call blk..dh nk dkt kul 12mlm br ezzad call.."ko x lpk ke?"..aku pn check mama aku dh tdo..aper lg..chow lah ke nz..

smpai2 je, tinggal usher + ezzad + acap..(aku jmpe zabed kt tmpt park)..zabed dh nk blah..curfew aper lancau nth..ddk2 je, kner mrh dgn usher + acap coz dtg lmbt..aku pn ckp la kt acap, "apsl x kol aku blk? aku maner ader keter nk grak..kimak!!" (hah! kn dh kner kimak..nmpk?) lol..then ezzad pn grak..tinggal usher+aku+acap..
boom2!!
boom2!!
bunga api plak..mmg nmpk abes..dgr je la..mmg x mcm merdeka lgsg..kitorg pn bwat bodo je..borak2..then nas dtg kt meja kitorg, amek rokok sebtg..dier ckp nk anta saj(dgn muker tnsyn)..agk lamer gk la tgu nas dtg blk..

bler nas dtg blk sumpah havoc..bleh plak dier cter msg mak saj..haha..then tgu hyt+wan+apiz plak..lg lamer..bler dorg dtg lg havoc..msg2 cm bodo..cm biase la..tajuk borak=dota+bhn+theory..bodo sial korg..haha..then dlm kul 3.30am, kitorg pn grak la blk..

p/s:sory la klu aku byk diam td guys..=x

ticket

2009-08-31T03:49:00.002+08:00

aku pnjm hp kakak..(x topup hp lg)..aku call Y..

aku:hello, nie Y kn?
Y:yup..saper nie?
aku:haziq la..erk, ayam..
Y:oo..num saper je nie?
aku:kakak's..sory i x rep msg you smlm..krdt xde..
Y:its ok..
(pendek kn cter..mls nk taip)
Y:you free x esk? teman i pg bli tiket blk penang bleh?
aku:erm, tgk la dl if ader keter..
Y:ow, ok..
aku:ok la..tc..bye
Y:bye

should i go? hmm
=(

theory mangga

2009-08-31T03:47:00.000+08:00

petik
potong
mkn
hah!!
nmpk??!

by:nasrul
sory hayat
=x

dead battery

2009-08-30T04:34:00.002+08:00

tyme lpk td hp aku abes batt..dh 3 ary x charge + 2 weeks x topup..cool kn? aku pn t'kejut ..haha..anyway, tyme blk td aku on blk..cm biase la..byk je msg psl game man u td..then ader 'new msg'..aku bkk msg tue.."you blk x?"..its from Y..hmm

.....lamer je aku tgk msg tue..knp dier tny? is she gonna ask me out? if so, should i go? hmm.....

at ms plak..Y's besfren..awien, add aku..
nk approve ke??
hm..
(serabut lah)
=s

zara

2009-08-30T04:18:00.002+08:00

ptg td hyt call..dier ajk teman pg bli sluar at zara..at 1st, ak cm tgh mamai tyme tue..aku pn pelik gk apsl dier ajk aku teman..bli sluar je kowt..then, tyme tgh mndi..aku dpt rs kn yg hyt ader event laen..n my guess was right!! dier ajk aku teman dier pg jmpe mira..(terpakse je)

dlm kul 3.30pm, merc putih dtg dpn umah aku..x mcm sial plak hyt nie..nk jmpe awek je trus bwk merc..celaka tol..
smpai sunway, kitorg tgu mira at ice skating ring..(tgn mira lg besar dr aku kowt..sumpah scary)..tp that's hyt's choice..ikut je la..(sory hayat..;b)..then cr zara..aku plak jrg lpk sunway nie..x taw la plak xde zara..lamer gk la cr..dh mcm bdk sesat dh..then hyt ajk pg OU plak..aku pn ikut je la..(baek kn??) ;b smpai je OU, nk cr parking almost 30mins..pg zara, cr sluar, try, byr, trus blah..nk bkk pose kt rumah kowt..dh lmbt..hehe..

smpai rumah plak, mama srh bli tembikai, ais + kuih aper nth?? aku pn kluar lg skali..aku pn pelik gk..apsl mcm nk mkn besar je nie..rupe nyer bf kakak nk bkk pose kt rumah aku..nsb baek dier tlg ptg tembikai tue..hehe..agk kembung jgk la perut aku bkk pose td..lpk2 dlm blk + on9..tetibe hp aku bunyi..'usher calling'..
usher : ayam, nk lpk maner?
ayam : ske aty la..tp aku xde keter..ko kner amek aku
usher : okie2..

after that kitorg lpk tanjung la..tgk lpool vs bolton + man utd vs arsnl la..
glory glory man utd~
hohoho!!
=x

man utd vs arsnl

2009-08-30T04:13:00.002+08:00

man utd 2 - 1 arsenal

mmg scary gler la game td..gol arshavin, no doubt mmg lawa sial..tp thx to diaby!!
hahahahahahaha ;DD

aku tgk bola td kt tanjung je..mls nk pg tmpt jauh2 + exclusive..(saving doe) ;b tp mmg best la td..rmai lpk..dh lamer x lpk rmai2 cmtue..smpai 4 table kowt..br la idup blk separa..haha..

p/s:sory doe nas, terbukak cter psl secret ko plak..xpe2..hzq x taw lg..haha..(besties doe!!)

gambang - keramat

2009-08-29T04:58:00.003+08:00

status - penat gler @#$%!!

aku br smpai kl kul 4am td..lth gler..naek bus double decker, tp a/c ttup..bodo la pkck yg bwk bus tue..
pergh, lamer gk la x update blog nie..nk bwat cmner..ump tue hulu la..bkn nyer ader pavi pn sblh dier..anyway..aku blk nie ader hajat sbnr nyer..ingt aku ske ke naek bus tue..lth doe..(plz buy me a car mama) hehe ;b aku nk blk amek laptop je..kakak aku la nie..nyusahkn org je..(hope she doesnt read this)..dlm bus td, aku t'menung je..then tetibe t'ingt.."omg!! Y pn blk this week"..tp aper kener mengener dgn aku plak..cm la dier nk jmper aku..hm..knp la ssh sgt nk luper dier nie..enough la ayam..haish =s
aper la aku nk bwat cuti nie..btw, aku luper plak nk bgtaw usher aku blk ari jumaat..coz aku ckp kt dier aku blk ari sabtu..hehe..sory usher, the test was cncel..hee~ =D
plz let this year's merdeka be fun..n abah, can i borrow your car?? hehe..
chow!
=x

gambang again

2009-08-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

sunday-6.55pm
im still at my house..bler nk blk nth??

last nite lpk kt tanjung with usher, acap, haziq, n ezzad..time lepak tue usher bleh plak bkk cter psl A..then tetibe plak i saw mirul's car..mula2 i nmpk mirul n luke je in front..x nmpk la yg kt seat blkg..lps dorg park, tibe2 3 org girls kuar n A is one of them..i was like pndg2 usher..usher + acap dh gelak2..cm shit doe korg..nsb baek dorg lpk skjp je..fuhh! at 2 am or smthg, apiz plak dtg..naek naza ria..haha..keter dier rosak lg..aritue x bleh bkk pntu drvr..diz tyme x bleh start plak..haha..around 4am, kitorg blah..
p/s: aku touchg doe dgn haziq..dier start maen dota..ko dh berubah doe

wake up at 3pm..tue pn mama jerit, "hzq, bgn solat zohor!!"..i bgn mndi2 then solat..then terus on9..bsn gler puasa nie..hmm..like usual..on9 je, 'new cmnts'..click n wait..kuar2.."hepy bday!!"..nth saper2 nth wish..i pn rep "thx" je la..tp yg pelik nyer..br 1 hour on9, i got about 20 friend request at fb n ms..sy nie baek org nye..approve je la nth saper2..haha..pasnie bkk puasa then nk cr tiket bas plak..harap2 la ader tiket lg..hee~

smpai gambang nnt mula kehidupan dlm penjara..bsn nyer~ =(
xpe2, nex week blk lg..hehe
dh nk azan nie..
chow!! =x

im 19

2009-08-22T04:53:00.002+08:00

hepy burfday to you
hepy burfday to you
hepy burfday to haziq ayam
hepy burfday to you

thx to those who wishes me..
tepat kul 12 je Y dh txt..smpai 5 msg dier msk serentak..
then dier mc plak..dier ckp dier ingtkn aku x dpt msg lg..
tp knp msti ader "i miss you" kt bwh msg you?
hmm..

aku naek bus kul 1.50am..(double decker doe) lol XD
smpai kl kul 4am..
then usher + acap amek aku kt pekeliling..
kepala dh pening gler..
arinie start puasa plak..hadoyai~
aku nk tdo 1 hari esk..hee~ ;D

chow dulu..nk mkn sahor nie..
ader jgk aku x puasa kang..haha
daa~

btw

2009-08-21T05:19:00.001+08:00

tomorrow is the 22nd..
either stay at ump - kener rumble
0r
blk rumah - celebrate with family and friends
hmm..
????

newbie

2009-08-21T04:49:00.000+08:00

jam dah kul 5am tp mate x reti2 nk ttup..act, td nash srh charge mp3 dier je..tp TERonline plak..almost 2 hours online..cm bodo je..maner ader org online pg2 bute nie..;p

pastue TERbukak plak blog S..sory~
aku xde la minat sgt menaip nie..faul gler..lol ;pp

(layan lagu + mate bgkak)
aku dh x taw nk taip aper nie..korg tggu je la blog aku yg laen..
tue pown klu aku rjn nk taip la..
=)
chow!! nk tdow doe...
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