silent

i shared my room with my 3 roommates. two of them aren't single. i still haven't get over Y yet. i don't know why that girl can't get out of my mind.

that moment when my roommate's phone ringing as his girlfriend calling just to wake him up.

why aren't my phone ringing. nobody is there to wake me up. i kept on sleeping.

check my phone. again, nothing. just notifications on fb and tweets.

my phone kept silent.

fin

D-day

heyho guys,

happy 2012!

yesterday was my first paper and it was ethnic relations paper. it was not that difficult because we already got the hint but i still have my doubt. lol. 

the story behind this paper was like this,

2th jan, i woke up at 11pm. washed, smoked, and off to watch football plus grabbed something to eat. went back at 4am. played some games and off to breakfast at 8am - 9am. again, games! studied a little at 12pm-1pm.  shower and for the first day of exam, i will wear kemeja because it is the big hall with a lot of girls. got to look my best. hehe. off to DBP. my seat is 521 at zone B. waiting to enter the hall was the most seksa-est thing in the world. 1000 students waiting outside the hall with the weather. you can imagine it right. (time tue baru menyesal pakai kemeja) haha. anyway, i finished my paper in 45minutes and went out. i did smile when i went out but i dont know. lets just hope for the best. then i slept for 7 hours straight. :D

btw, i am still sane

next paper is on 5th jan. wish me luck guys!

fin

study week?

yes, now is the study week for most local university in Malaysia and it is almost at the end. i got three more days until D-day but like all other male students (single that is) here is the thing i've done all this week or so called study week:

1. 23rd dec - went home and play futsal from 1am-3am
2. 24th dec - i stayed home the whole day being lazy c:
3. 25th dec - lunch with separa and dinner with family at bumbu desa, KLCC. after dinner, my family separate into two to watch different movies. i watched SONGLAP (sucks!). later, yang asked me to 'teman' her to dinner. i don't know why i was so soft-hearted, i went there (murni SS). no need for the details because it is somewhere between happy and not happy.
4. 26th dec - back to Gambang and the usual stuffs
5. 27th dec - dota and movies + dramas
6. 28th dec - still the same usual stuffs
7. 29th dec - a comeback to rawrr and the usual stuffs again
8. 30th dec - writing this post

as you can see, there is no 'study' above. i don't know what is going to happen in my final. wish me luck guys! and to all students out there,

GOODLUCK!!! see you guys next year! c:

fin

sorry

to Y,

i know i told you i would close rawrr but i can't. this is my new girl. this is the only place for me to share everything.

i'm sorry

fin

memories

the first thing i saw when i open 'rawrr' again was this small picture of me and Y a long time ago. the way she smiled and stand next to me so happily, i miss that.

btw, i miss one more thing from that picture. my badan. i am soooo fat right now. urgh! please give me that back. :(

fin